The Sudbrook Spotlight

Sudbrook’s first on-line magazine featuring literary and visual arts

Archives, Edition #2

I’m Not Sorry

 

I’m not sorry for my devious ways

Despite this newly found reform

My dear statue

I’m not sorry

My fair Electoral College and free market enterprise economists

 

The smell of fresh cut grass would hang in the air and the overworked birds would chirp in unison and we would lay down in a circle like the children we were

With flowers in our hair and wild ideas in our fragile brain

 

We would think of peace and love and freedom

And crazy nonsense like that.

 

And we would drink stale coffee

Brewed three days before

With too much Sweet and Low

We couldn’t handle something bitter

But we couldn’t afford real sugar

 

If we could have found an outlet we would have plugged in the radio

But the park isn’t electric until it becomes a construction site

Forget the ants and the dirt and the trees and animals

And those crazy kids with nowhere else to go

Fetch me some coffee

Make sure it isn’t stale

Like what you drink

One sugar and one cream straight from the cow

Set out to pasture

That eat the grass we built this fine establishment upon

That greedy cow

 

HmHmmmMhmmmmmmhmhmHmmmhm

Someone hums

A whisper of the jazz from the radio station

That we aren’t listening to.

 

We are a lost generation, you and I.

Our trouble created by we the hipsters doomed t solve it

 

We ain’t got nothing to fight but the fight itself, man.

 

Someone leaves and reminds us that the war is over

Walking away and taking her radio with her

Our notebooks still fresh

With the rotting ideals that’ll never really die.

 

They just sit

 

Stagnant and stale.

 

Karl Marx! Your system never worked!

Even though we all still read about it

And pay Barnes & Nobles $7.95

For a brand new hardcopy reprint

Who is Friedrich anyway?

 

John Lennon! They’re silk screening your picture onto t-shirts

Imagine a world where you can wear your own lyrics

And have your face across your chest

For just a small fee

 

Che Guevara! I have a nice bumper sticker

With your image

On my brand new electric car

I’m still the commie I once was

And jazz plays on the car radio

The old one was taken away

That’s not my fault.

 

I’m not sorry, my dear flag

Your were never hung from my rooftop

I’m not sorry, my sweet pledge

That I would laugh when they recited you

And sing songs of socialism to which we never learned the tune

 

Etcetera!

Etcetera!

 

We are the Etcetera Nation

Mi anti-mind rambles on into beat up notebooks

And torn apart keyboards

As I tell you of my communal existence

 

A shopping cart is pushed through the dying corridors of Wal-Mart

Who efficiently kills for only 8 cents a day.

I’d like to read you my poem Mr. CEO

As if art ever really hurt anyone

 

What’s on the agenda today?

 

I can now only protest to my own anti-mind and the beat up notebooks and the torn apart keyboards.

 

I’ve never been shut up and shut up I shall stay

And like an old Ghost T own

I’ll whither away.

 

 

Ken G.

Grade 8

 

 

 

Just One More Moment

Just one more moment…

 To memorize your face.

Something I need to know.

 Something time will erase.

 

Just one more moment…

 To breathe in fresh air.

Something I won’t get to do.

 A though I can’t bear.

 

Just one more moment…

 To reflect on my life.

Something filled with happiness.

 Something filled with strife.

 

Just one more moment…

To be who I want to be.

Free to express myself.

 Free to be Free.

 

Just one more moment…

 To accomplish my goals.

To be a mentor of bodies.

 To be a mentor of souls.

 

Just one more moment…

To see bright greens and bright blues.

Something that’s a right.

A right won’t abuse.

 

Just one more moment…

 To be at ease.

To be without unhappiness.

Death, and Disease.

 

Just one more moment…    

                    Just one more moment…

                                               All I need is one more moment…

A moment is all  I need.

 

Derek S.

Grade 7

 

 

Love

 

What is love but a simple devotion?

Nothing but a mere emotion.

They call you their family or friend,

Then they stab you in the back,

But anytime you got money,

They cut you some slack.

You think they’re always there for you,

But they’re not.

They’re never around till things get hot,

And you get shot.

This leaves you with the answer D,

All the above,

When it was really C-

What is love?

 

Jarett M.

Grade 7

 

 

 

My Lullaby

 

Stiffen up young baby

Don’t cry, don’t you cry

I will hold you through the night.

 

Listen up my young one,

And dry all those tears,

Let’s rest in silence for years

 

Be tough, small child, when I

Leave you once again,

Baby child, have strength again.

 

Be strong my loved one,

Just be brave again,

Small child who’s stronger than men.

 

When mommy and daddy fight,

Hide away again,

Don’t listen to the words they said.

 

Have patience, my small one,

Soon will come the night,

And dream of a better life

 

You escape into sleep

Soar high in dreamland

Leave this life fast as you can!

 

And when you start to cry

Sing my lullaby,

Suddenly, you’ll be all right!

 

R. Q. M.

Grade 8

 

 

 

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As the sun sets over the mountains

 

And the stars begin to twinkle,

 

A small group of nomads set up a camp.

 

While the smells of roasting mutton and cheese,

 

Wafts up from the small yurts,

 

And the sheep begin to sleep,

 

The people drink the last of their tea,

 

And when the sky turns black,

 

And insects sing,

 

The nomads sleep.

 

But before the sun rises,

 

The nomads are on the road again,

 

Just as they have done for countless generations.

 

Reiter B.

Grade 6

 

                 

    

                            Sonnet 1

                                 Let me not recall my unfortunate event

                                     For she had broken my heart

                                   And with this action she put me in torment

                                  Love is hard, and tears you apart

                                 You are together and you are her lover

                                  Your love for her is all your heart desires

                                 But when you leave each other you only think of her

                                  Love can drain you of all your energy for all it requires

                                Love is a winding road with twists and turns

                                  You wander down it and never leave a trace

                                  You always have these yearns

                                     To go back to her and see her face

                                    But if this be error and upon me proved

                                             Nor no man has ever been hurt.

                                                        

                                                            Scott A.

                                                           Grade 8

 

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Tyrone W.

Grade 8

Amaan M.

Grade 6

Matt F.

Grade 8

Soyin L.

Grade 7

Jamie B.

Grade 8

MariAnne S.

Grade 8