The Sudbrook Spotlight

Sudbrook’s first on-line magazine featuring literary and visual arts

Contest Winners 2006

 

 

 

 

 

         Tombstone

The wind croons a somber, whistling tune

A fluttering breeze bends the grass

The tombstone enlarges in my mind, almost suffocating

Until it consumes me, and the pangs of grief return

Why did she die, God?

All of my family are asking themselves,

searching within for a response

any response.

Even now, three years after my grandmother’s death,

These questions shatter my heart like glass.

My mother gives me a gentle push toward the grave

I stumble forward, eventually sinking to my knees

The colorful blossoms tumble from my stiff fingers

And the letters on the cold hard stone are unfamiliar,

Unable to capture the sheer vigor of her life.

Retrieving the bouquet, smoothing the soft petals and

Placing them on the grave

The tears erupt and I fold my arms around my head

Drowning in my own self pity and grief

Sobs rack my shoulders, and my head

Swims until I can’t think straight…

 

Natalie V.S.

Grade 7

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’m Not Sorry

I’m not sorry for my devious ways

Despite this newly found reform

My dear statue

I’m not sorry

My fair Electoral College and free market enterprise economists

 

The smell of fresh cut grass would hang in the air and the overworked birds would chirp in unison and we would lay down in a circle like the children we were

With flowers in our hair and wild ideas in our fragile brain

 

We would think of peace and love and freedom

And crazy nonsense like that.

 

And we would drink stale coffee

Brewed three days before

With too much Sweet and Low

We couldn’t handle something bitter

But we couldn’t afford real sugar

 

If we could have found an outlet we would have plugged in the radio

But the park isn’t electric until it becomes a construction site

Forget the ants and the dirt and the trees and animals

And those crazy kids with nowhere else to go

Fetch me some coffee

Make sure it isn’t stale

Like what you drink

One sugar and one cream straight from the cow

Set out to pasture

That eat the grass we built this fine establishment upon

That greedy cow

 

HmHmmmMhmmmmmmhmhmHmmmhm

Someone hums

A whisper of the jazz from the radio station

That we aren’t listening to.

 

We are a lost generation, you and I.

Our trouble created by we the hipsters doomed t solve it

 

We ain’t got nothing to fight but the fight itself, man.

 

Someone leaves and reminds us that the war is over

Walking away and taking her radio with her

Our notebooks still fresh

With the rotting ideals that’ll never really die.

 

They just sit

 

Stagnant and stale.

 

Karl Marx! Your system never worked!

Even though we all still read about it

And pay Barnes & Nobles $7.95

For a brand new hardcopy reprint

Who is Friedrich anyway?

 

John Lennon! They’re silk screening your picture onto t-shirts

Imagine a world where you can wear your own lyrics

And have your face across your chest

For just a small fee

 

Che Guevara! I have a nice bumper sticker

With your image

On my brand new electric car

I’m still the commie I once was

And jazz plays on the car radio

The old one was taken away

That’s not my fault.

 

I’m not sorry, my dear flag

Your were never hung from my rooftop

I’m not sorry, my sweet pledge

That I would laugh when they recited you

And sing songs of socialism to which we never learned the tune

 

Etcetera!

Etcetera!

 

We are the Etcetera Nation

Mi anti-mind rambles on into beat up notebooks

And torn apart keyboards

As I tell you of my communal existence

 

A shopping cart is pushed through the dying corridors of Wal-Mart

Who efficiently kills for only 8 cents a day.

I’d like to read you my poem Mr. CEO

As if art ever really hurt anyone

 

What’s on the agenda today?

 

I can now only protest to my own anti-mind and the beat up notebooks and the torn apart keyboards.

 

I’ve never been shut up and shut up I shall stay

And like an old Ghost T own

I’ll whither away.

 

Ken G.

Grade 8

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Literary and Visual Winners

Date: March 22nd 2006

1st Place2nd Place2nd Place

Ellen S.

Grade 8

Clayton M.

Grade 6

1st Place